Yesterday , I went to see my ex-boyfriend , and I told him that I wanted to know , if I only was a girl who he hates or if I was someone important for him , He answered " No " , can people explain me this machos reaction , I just didn't understan why he said that . It's simply not him . Cause He told that I was the girl of his life , so in fact in think that He was liyng erverytimes that He told me he loves me . Now , I want to forget , but every little think makes me more in love with to every seconde . I'm scared because I thought that I really lost him , and that he never comes back to me . What is on my heart , Why god hates me so much .? I miss you Ad.p , I love and Hate you , it's weird to be away from you . I've got a lot of pain .
Ps: Who believed that one day , I'll listen the new Tokio Hotel Album ? Weird , but good .
I love you guys .